was posted on Monday, March 17, 2008 . 8:15 PM
why is my life so fucked up?
maybe she's right.

kinda quarrel with him today.
&im sorry for making you sad, disappointed and angry.
it's my fault, no doubt.
why the fuck is this happening?
ohgod, im such a loser.

But do anybody know how exactly i felt?
what exactly i wanted?
don't blame me for not telling, but who's exactly there for me?
true friends are hard to find.
&i realised how important my family is.

i broke down and cry.
who saw my tears?
who felt the pain i was going through?
&maybe i can never be the girl you wanted.
im sorry baby.
you're moving too fast for me.
or isit that i got no courage to explore the future.
i don't deserve your love.
i don't deserve to love.

this post makes me feel like a BITCH.


forgive me please