was posted on Wednesday, April 1, 2009 . 6:38 PM
dont highlight below.it's meant for myself to read
never felt so hurt before.
that was worse than death.
the rejection u gave.
i felt so helpless when i saw how firm ur ans was.
you've changed.
i cried all the way from the moment u left my sight till i went to bed.
gosh. how many hrs have i cried?
10hrs+
no kidding.
during focus, i cried.
all i think about was u and u.
cant eat, cant smile, cant study.
why did u have to change so fast?
u din give me the chance that i need so badly.
im so dead now.
it's really hard to find back my smile
i will walk out of ur sight, if thats what u want.
I'm gonna hold you for the last time
I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show
This is the hardest way to say goodbye
'Cause as you walk away
I'm feeling so alone
I don't understand
You had to leave and I'm not part of your plan
We both agreed but now I regret
There are so many things I should have said
But now I've let you go
I'm holding back the tears
I'm here alone
Forgetting all the years
And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
OhSo we live our different lives
It's so hard and there's no more you and I
but we're worlds apart
Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night
Sometimes I think about the way it could've been
I see you everytime
I close my eyes
I try to shut you out
Instead I let you in
I can't pretend
I wanted it to end
For you and me
But now I've let you go
I'm holding back the tears
I'm here alone
Forgetting all the years
And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me
Oh
So we live our different lives
It's so hard and there's no more you and I
And I'm missing you tonight
But we're worlds apart
What I'd give for one more day
Just to say the things I need to say
If onlyTime was not erased
As you walked awayI knew I couldn't explain to you
And I can't pretend
I wanted this to end
For you and me