If you're reading this, i just want to say sorry.
sorry for giving you false hope over and over again.
sorry for not able to let it go.
you must be hating me to the core right now.
for i've hurt you again.
i hate myself too.
for not knowing myself well.
you deserve someone much better.
& i don't have the courage to see you again.
so i will just disappear from your life.
take care.