IT HURTS
for the last time....

my mummy wash my jacket and the colour runs.
i broke down and cry.
and start screaming at her.
you must be thinking im crazy to do that.
but it was something very very special to me.
i cried for hours.
you must be thinking im real crazy.

i locked myself in the room to cool down.
i flip through the pages of memories
smile and cry at the same time.

what am i holding on to?
not him. but the memories we had.
it was not thrown away, like what i told him before.
i've always keep it with me.
i guess i made the right choice.
if not he would have thrown it away instead.

it's time for me to get a new jacket ;D
i will start a new life from today onwards :D
a new term, a new start.
afterall, i cant possibly be crying everytime i see him in sch.


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ben tan tried to trick me that MJ died from botox.
I ALMOST BELIEVE HIM.
what the hell.
w.h.y a.m i s.o D.U.M.B