Fucked Up

I fuck my oral up.
i did so badly for it that i think im gonna fail.
i fucking know that was not my standard.
i could do like 1000 times better than that.
i fucking let my teachers down.

im sorry for giving my friends attitude that day.
i don't mean it.
i was just angry with myself and don't feel like talking.

( everybody was saying how fierce i was =.=)

was emoing at the stairs and bert saw me from outside the school.
i walked away.
& went back to class to take my bag.
went home, i threw everything on the floor and start screaming and crying.
( i must be suffering from depression )

called weiloke and went to find him at basketball court.
we walked to the playground and he cheered me up.
waited for yihui and joel.
went to cwp.
and back home again.

bert called and we talked on the phone.

okay.
i fucking hate myself now.
and there goes my A1 for chinese.
fucker.