was posted on Thursday, July 30, 2009 . 10:46 PM
RELIGION-what's yours?
i went to check up buddhism and taoism just now.
and i realised i mixed them up -.-
my family believes in buddhism and sometimes they are very extreme.
but since young, im really scared of this religion.
i don't know why.
normally, people feel close to their god/s or feel safe or smth?
but im like the totally opposite.
i don't feel close to them and im really scared of them.
my religion got like 9876543234567 gods.
each has different role?
and they should be the nobles in the past.
i've been thinking if there's really such things existing in this universe.
i heard many stories from different people.
like how they see such things and blablabla.
and my aunt right, she's a medium ( is that how u call that )
whereby god will possess her body.
i witness this myself 4-5 times.
but still, i don't have a strong belief that god/spirits exist.
i don't like the idea of the HELL whereby many punishments are waiting for you.
doesn't it make death worse than being alive?
u go through so much shit on earth oready and you still got to go through the worst when u die?
at the age of 89?
i don't know how they go about punishing people. but i think everyone must go to the hell first.
& then the true teachings of buddhism/taoism are hardly seen today.
they are there to teach you the way of life or whatever isn't it?
like teach you the right way and stuff?
back to the part where god possess bodies:
i've seen ji gong ( some god )
using vulgarites. and.. he talks very much like human beings.
if i remember correctly, he uses some english.
Lols.
so is the god's world developed too?
with angmohs~
but whenever something tells me that there's probably no god existing,
people will tell me their true stories and i start to believe all over again.
for example:
someone who was in coma, found herself at a very dark place (hell)
someone tell her in hokkien that she's not supposed to there yet
and she woke up from coma.
etc. etc.
this is a very interesting topic.
and i think i can continue talking about it forever.
I FOUND HOPE
this is seriously serious funny.
ask the gods to make this world a better place.
no crimes, no disasters..etc
make everybody goes " iloveyou and youloveme.. we are happy human beings"
lols.
this man makes me feel better :D