I NEED SOMEBODY



-know me well
-be there for me
-encourage me
-give me advice

i guess my second point is my biggest weakness
'cause my exs complaint that im too demanding
as if i need their 24hrs. =.=

who don't spend time with their gfs, i ask you.
then what's the point of getting a bf who doesn't have time for you.
isn't it like getting a bf who just send you msges "iloveyou iloveyou" 100 times =.=
i might as well go call some hotline. LOls
( some of you maybe protesting now)

like seriously, how many times you people see me with my bf?
maybe 3/10 times?
compared to jielin and kokhui
they are 10/10

so, when i request more time from them, am i being too demanding?
plus somemore, my time not equal to dates.
(though i really hope to have)

& guys should stop complaining girls are too demanding.
when we get jealous, guys complain we are too over.
when we don't, they complain we don't care about them.
wtf.

but i admit that sometimes im really abit demanding.
see! i din say im totally not at fault kays.
thats why im not a good gf.

& so... this post, im referring to finding a soulmate, not a bf =.=
im tired of the quarrels and tears in a relationship.
planning to stay single forever.
( IM JOKING)

it's almost impossible to find one.
'cause friends come and go.
my used to be damn close friends like huixian, marilyn, xinying, yunjin and so many more.
though some of them are still really good friends, but the closeness is no longer there.
but i still love them alot kays.
DEEP IN MY HEART


ohya.
offtrack abit.
im seriously pissed off with clarence
he said sth really offending to me.
as much as i really want to forgive him, i couldn't.
he's like my brother and a best friend.

( i need time plus his sorry )

back on track.
friends come and go. friends come and go...
okay. i don't know how to continue.

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