was posted on Sunday, January 10, 2010 . 3:09 PM
Im fucking sian right now

i deleted the previous post & i wonder how many of you have read it.
deleted cause i don't want any dramas just in case.


life is boring all over again.
tomorrow results day.
WTF.
big stone throwing down on me.
waiting for death


i don't want work anymore for the time being
because i think it will be wasting my youth away.
hohoho.
i remember what jiahao told me when i met him on street
"you will have plenty of years to work in the future"

so why be so anxious to go into an adult life?
me just wanna have fun, fun and more fun.

im super free now but bf is super busy.
he got to work like almost everyday?
he keeps telling me that he don't have lessons.
If not, he would go school in the morning and then go home near afternoon.
i guess he loves to work.
well, he's a super genius what.
don't need study also can de.

i should just stop nagging him when i cant even save myself

im getting used to the fact that my bf has no time for me.
& maybe he loves his dog more than loving me.
at least his dog spends more time with him.
ass.

you said you are working hard for our future.
but if you don't even spend time with me now,
do you think i will stick to you for life?


BUT
he is good at making me happy just by his sms-es
the only thing i am surviving on.

lol.
im so sian.
im so sian.

shall i start my youtube craze again?