was posted on Wednesday, August 25, 2010 . 10:09 PM
Black & Whitethats how my life is now

i totally got no mood to study for this coming exam
i feel like giving up seriously.
i don't know why is my course so fucked up
i thought i could have a better life after coming to poly
how wrong -.-

& i din meet him for quite some time.
it's like he went for army and we couldn't meet -.-
no choice. we cant study together. confirm end up playing.
LOL. he's a source of distraction.
i miss him until want die le~ hoohooo T.T
actually, i have thought of becoming a road sweeper when i was young.
maybe even now.
easy job man. own time own target somemore.
but uh.... the sun..... -.-
& the pathetic pay.
anyway, met up with bryan today.
and he surprised me today!
he typed a super long "letter" on facebook
and he's prob the first person to make me so touched that i cried T.T
i show you how long it is.



gandong ttm!!!
normally, i will just be very happy. i don't know why i cried!
i always tell my other friends/cousins, im really lucky to have a friend like him.
si meow, i know u don't want me to tell u all those mushy stuff.
i shorten it okay!
i really appreciate whatever you did since the first day we met online
i never thought somebody i met online can become a true friend in real life.
next time we sing the friends forever song kays!!! :D

when can i jump out of the study cycle?