was posted on Saturday, November 13, 2010 . 11:00 PM
You're Everything I Wanted


This post is dedicated to my baby ling 'cause it's our fifth month ^_^
I asked him whether he wants a letter or a blog post and he chose blog post
haha. he probably wants me to announce to everybody how much i love him.





Sometimes i asked myself what are your bad points
but i cant find any.
You are so close to the perfect boyfriend i have been looking for.

I've been in 3 relationships previously and for the first time, I felt that im truely loved.
(not including joel) They failed the commitment part. They are always busy bla bla bla.
which is totally bullshit i swear. Maybe they can have time for other girls?
I always felt that they must have betrayed me in some way or other cause they got into a new relationship very soon after we broke up. wtf is this.
After all these failed relationships, i lost confidence in love and guys

Till i met you, who slowly pick up my confidence again
No matter how busy you are, you always find time for me.
I've seen you ps-ing your friends for me
I do feel bad but im really touched to see how important i am to you :D

I love guys who can make me laugh & you never failed to make me happy when we're together.
Your act cute-ness, bhb-ism, retarded-ness everything~

Most importantly, it's amazing how much i've changed after i met you.
i never once sweet talk a guy, i even have difficulty saying 'iloveyou' face to face to my previous boyfriends.
but i sweet talk you every single day ^_^
i used to be 大女人 type. But when im with you, i show the soft side of me.
I did not show the real me when i was with my ex-s like how stupid i can be.
but i think you witnessed alot of my funny moments.

I must have met the right guy, someone who is able to change me so much.

You always give in to me when we quarrel and maybe thats why I neglect your feelings sometimes.
Till that day at somerset, I realised my fault.
& thats the day i told myself to change incase we end

Ever since that day, we are more loving than before.
no more quarrels! how wonderful :D

We are together for only 5mths but it seems like we have been together for a very longgg time~
Slowly, i no longer see you as my boyfriend only but my family, someone i wanna stand by and protect forever

We've created so much memories and lets continue creating them :)

我们永远手牵手一起走
要记得我们要一起生活
不管晴天或下雨都不放开手
因为幸福少了你在身边不完整



iloveyou