Waves 15 - by SP's SDZ

i went to watch the dance concert on sat
mainly because he was performing
though every single item was great and amazing
but i regret going 'cause i feel so fucked up right now.

isit history repeating itself or isit worse?

i don't know, im too tired to think already.
give me a break, let me find back my happiness

everytime i go home after a heartbreak, i would look into the mirror in the lift and force myself to smile and pretend everything's okay.

it's just tiring...