Cornea Ulcer

have not been updating this blog because i can't take photos :(
1) my hair is too ugly
2) my current eye condition

on wednesday night, my eyes suddenly turn damn red and fucking pain
i thought it was because my contact lens were too dry
so i took them off and slept early that night

when i woke up the next day, it became more red and pain that i can't even open my eyes!
i thought it was normal eye infection but to play safe, i went to see a doctor.

AND THEN i received the most shocking news in my life
i had cornea infection (cornea ulcer)
both of my eyes somemore! fml
then i asked the doctor whats the most serious consequence
she told me.... "blind"

i had to see a specialist so i told her to refer me to A&E :(
went out of the clinic, sat down, call ace and started crying like mad
made my way slowly back home and continue to cry

im such a cry baby, i know... (but i was alone and i don't dare tell my parents!)
cousin came to send me to hospital but left for funeral in malaysia after awhile
then im alone again! -.-

finally get to see the doctor after hours of waiting
(i swear the feeling sucks when there's nobody with you but it makes me feel like a grown up^^)
my doctor said if the infection spread to the center, i will lose my vision.
(when i was doing eye test, my vision was abit blur already :( )
fuck hell
i started crying like mad again
lols drama much


told ace and he rushed to me soon after
he sent me home and both of us just sat on the sofa, listening to music, hug each other and...
cry.

anyway, thank god!
my eyes are getting better :D
but the ulcers still there leh...

going back to hospital on monday

i will not stop using contact lens though, its like asking me to look fugly for the rest of my life
NO WAY
but i will blog about the brand i used!