Now I Know Why

I used to wonder why those people that gets to date with celebrities want to break up??
it's like they can kiss/hug someone so many people out there want but cant get..
all the girls and guys will envy you la!
PLUS you can be very proud infront of your friends etc
seriously lor!

before i get into this relationship, i have been thinking if my bf knows how to dance, play piano, fights well, handsome etc etc 就好咯！
then i met him..
a dancer, handsome and used to fight.. LOL
yeah.. he was the near to perfection in my eyes

*proud*

ok but
when he gets too busy with dance, I don't feel right.
(now i know why those people chose to break up with their celebrity lovers)
WAIT im not saying i want breakup la!!! - iloveyou ling :) -
just that... i know and i hope he knows
if this situation continues we will confirm drift apart...

he's still a very good boyfriend i must say
and i understand that if i love him, i should support what he's doing.
i do!! but if only he can strikes a better balance
not 9-1 but 7-3 at least?

now he's the captain
will-be-damn-busy
but im proud of his achievements
stuck-in-the-middle

just heard that they got another competition coming up
my heart sank man :(

tell me what to do ...