So it's finally the last day of 2011!! *jump for joy*
There are many downs for me this year and only turn slightly better towards end of year

As you all know, I broke up with Ace this year, on our first anniversary somemore (Y)
It was the most painful period ever. Imagine i've to face him in school EVERYDAY after breakup.
So much tears, really.
Things were complicated ever since even I cant explain it clearly here.
To simply put it, I hold on to this relationship.



He was cold to me on somedays and pretty nice to me on other days. lols
That got me confused and frustrated so there were doubts and quarrels.
Can't remember when did we become "more stable".
And.... *deng deng deng* I found out that another girl(s) is involved during this period
So quarrels again....but we somehow got over it
lol. I did try to move on seriously and said it countless of times.
But slowly even I know that I will still go back to him after....3 days maybe?
usually its 1 day LOL
#loser

And....................... we've been in an underground relationship for 6 months already

told evelyn that day and I cant forget her shocked expression seriously! LOL damn funny
she was like looking at me with silence for 1min?
plus that girl talks a lot one hahaha

Anyway, I typed these out because Im ready to end this underground love.
A brand new year must have a brand new start right? :)




There are many people I wanna thank!

First of all, dearest.
Thankyou for being there to bring me laughter and joy.
Jielin even wrote me a letter to cheer me up :')
++ the best birthday you guys give me! Thankyou people :D
see you guys later!

Secondly, evelyn.
I love this babe so much I swear!
So glad to found this gem T.T
No words can explain how much I love you baby!!
hahahaha fuck, im like lesbian right now
Thankyou for always making me laugh and being my best shopping mate :D

Thirdly, rollo
I must have pissed him off with my relationship problems. HAHAHA
but he's always there to say "no matter what, I'll still be here" T.T
He's like my brother and I feel that he really dotes on me... sometimes Lol
When I went clubbing with him, he keep telling me "if any guy touch you, tell me"
seriously, where to find such a good friend?!
protect me like no others :')
hope to see you later too!!!



Lastly, ling
Hope you don't kill me when you see this post haha
not trying to make you a bad guy ok!
we've come a long long way~
They say true lovers overcome all kinds of problems.
Are we?
No matter whats our decision for 2012, just wanna say this first...
People say we don't look like couple and that sets me wondering if we are really compatible.
But I feel the happiest when Im with you and I doubt I can find someone like you.
Thanks for being my lover, best friend and soulmate.
iloveyou foxy

are you tired of my face yet?
one last one lol


Enjoy your countdown later people!
Lets welcome 2012!!!!  *party mode on*
byes