Happy Me



Today Im gonna share with you my favourite song :)
I've listened to it n times for about a year ~ That's long and I never got sick of it
The reason is simple, it holds special memories of me and him.
haha I bet most of you would know who is the "him"
I once asked him if he remember this song and he replied "no"
wow... that hurts hahaha but it's okay~
Im trying not to sound too emotional here if not everyone gonna think im an emo bitch-.-

Here's the lyrics but I removed the repeated parts

I met you after a few heartbreaks
So maybe that was why our start was so unsure
But getting to know and to love someone
How nice would it be if you were my last?
Like I do…

If you hear my voice, even for a moment in a busy day
Do you also feel like we are together?
Every night, when I return home and if you are there
My stress and pain from the day will melt away in your arms

Love me just like this
If you would never change
You’re the only one that has all of me
I will never waver
You may be unsure in the face of the unknowable future
But never forget that I love you
If it is with you, I will be forever happy


I’m throwing away what the world tells me I should love
My heart is in the same place as yours
I want to be another part of you
For you who are my precious

Are you feeling unsure in the unknowable future?
You’re no longer alone..never forget
That when I’m with you I am happy

I can do anything and everything
If my life is with you

But do guys really listen to the lyrics when you make them listen to a song?
Will they ever try to understand what you wanna tell them?
hmm :/
I used this song for a surprise on v.day last year and that was my first time doing that for a guy
ofcos memorable to me la! LOL
ok make sense now :D

I was listening just now and unknowingly I cried myself to sleep.
Well, memories for the past 1yr+ just flashed back non-stop
you expect me to smile? If only they're all happy ones..

I am someone who keeps a lot of things to myself and I only say part of it everytime
Maybe thats why he can never understand why am I so emo and insecure and more shit stuff.
I wish I can be a bubbly and sunshine girl hahaha
who don't wish to be more lovable?

Insecure? Because I think Im not good enough.
Too many pretty and better girls around.
If I were him, I would also fall in love with her.
haha

When I feel insecure, I will tweet emo love stuff on twitter non-stop then people will start asking me why am I forever emo LOLOL

When I tweet stuff about him and he knows it, he will start questioning me why am I like this
I just wanna let him know how I feel - perhaps in a wrong and extreme way such that it pisses him off
mehmeh~

But I too wish when I tweet about my personal stuff like Im sick or whatsoever, you would give some basic concern.
But no, all those concern come from mostly - strangers..

I wish I can type everything here but like I said, this is only 60% of what I wanna say.

I think im risking myself again by typing all these but I really need this space to make me feel a little bit better.

I hope he don't read this cause I wanna appear cheerful in front of him..
I should just stop here if not this gonna be a never ending post LOL


You guys should listen to this cause it's really nice :D
ok bye~


If you found a girl who makes you happier, I will be more than willing to get out of your life