I'm just a girl who is insecure.
Just a girl who hate to express what's on her mind because that makes me feel weak
But I have to because you always complain I'm keeping things to myself, so I tried.
I hope you notice that because it was a big step for me.

I'm always insecure about you because in some way I find myself not good enough for you.
You don't express your love like how other guys would.
And that makes me wonder how much do I mean to you.
That's probably why I get jealous when you tweet how you enjoy your day with your friends but you never did that when you were with me.
This sounds ridiculous and childish but at least it makes sense.

Oh boy, when will you ever understand all these?


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I really need this space to vent out my frustration.
I was so suffocated but I'm feeling so much better right now.

I guess a lover like me don't deserve to be loved